cosmic eyes

broken hearts of the wind

are gentle, in times when strings are
thin, and fierce

as we gather the materials within

to live, love, and laugh at the sky

reminding me

of how hard we all try
even when we want to shout

we can still let it go by

with a pause, and a breath
watching the waves wash over our missteps

revealing, and relating

the nature of the cosmos in your eyes

of a love

that always shines


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The Month in Review, May-June 2022: At Home & Work, Debut Book Update and Writing & Blogging, Freedom of Choice, Book Reviews, and A Poem

Home & Work

Itโ€™s been a couple of months since Iโ€™ve created a month in review, and, as you know, itโ€™s been busy in all aspects of my life. Life is like that, it comes, it goes, both the painful and the pleasurable, and today, I accept all aspects, even when itโ€™s really difficult.

Itโ€™s summer time here in Oregon, which means the sun will be out more often, and the temperatures will rise, which I always enjoy.ย 

I didnโ€™t spend much time in the community garden until last weekend, and I made a lot of progress, as you can see from the pre and post pictures above. Iโ€™m going smaller this year, only planting tomatoes, peppers, and some herbs. I also planted some lavender, which I love.

This summer I will get out on some hikes, and may also travel down to see my mom and sisters in Los Angeles.

The team is doing well, creating new personal enrichment classes, new leadership training opportunities, training new teenage drivers, getting people ready for new jobs in the workforce, and advising our local small business on how they can grow and gain traction in their businesses.

Itโ€™s a wonderful department to belong to, and serving our local communities is a blessing each day. Here is a look at our summer schedule of classes.ย 

Debut Book Update and Writing & Blogging

This month, I sent my book manuscript to Ingrid Wilson, and we are now in the editing phase, which is not my favorite part, yet, as we all know, itโ€™s one of the most important.ย 

I am hopeful to reveal the cover and title in the next month, though I am in no hurry at all, so we shall see.

Iโ€™ve had a poem accepted and published at Spillwords Press almost every month this year, which included being voted Author of the Month for Jan/Feb and three nominations for publication of the month. Such an honor to have my poetry so well received and read.ย 

I was also part of the #1 Amazon Bestselling Poetry Anthology Wounds I Healed: The Poetry of Strong Women. Every part of this experience has been a blessing to me.

Additionally, I am still submitting two poems a month to MasticadoresIndia & MasticadoresUSA, and will continue to do so for the remainder of this year.ย 

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The blog just had its two year anniversary, and we have now surpassed 3,400 readers. I am so honored and grateful to each of you for being here. Some of you have been here from the beginning, and some of you just joined recently. Either way, I honor and appreciate each of you for your participation in this blog and your engagement with me. Thank you!

Iโ€™ve iterated my posting schedule on this blog many, many times. There was a time when I posted about 10 to 11 times a week, and now I am posting 2 to 4 times a week, which is perfect for my life today.ย 

I am also now going to iterate how I read, which means that I will not read every single day as I do now, rather, I will read every other day. This is a change that will be hard for me, as I love reading all of your poetry and posts each day, yet because I am resistant to it, it means it is needed. All that it means is that I will read more on the days I read, and then have a couple of nights each week, where I can write and focus on other things.

Overall the first half of this year has been one of continuous growth in every aspect of my life, as I am stretched at home, work, and in my writing. Itโ€™s exactly how I like it. When we are challenged each day, we get to grow, and we get to experience the many emotions we have as human beings. Itโ€™s the experience of true aliveness when we get to experience all that life has gifted us, even in the most painful moments. A blessing.

Freedom of Choice

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Itโ€™s taken me a couple of weeks to work through my emotions about the recent overturn of Roe v. Wade, and I am still processing.

Though I love this country, and wish everyone that celebrates today a very happy Independence Day, I recently responded to a poem on Yard Sale of Thoughts, by K Kartless, and wrote that Iโ€™d never been so embarrassed to be a US citizen as I am right now. A paradoxical truth.

The bottom line? The United States has tremendous wealth, and yet people go hungry, have to fight for the rights to choose about their bodies, while systematic and structural oppression continues in this country every day.ย 

Though this angers and saddens me, I know that continuing to take my actions each day, however small or large they are, to mitigate and eliminate these horrible injustices will continue.ย 

For, itโ€™s not the size of the action we take in life, itโ€™s that we take our action, and then take another, and continue to do so, working toward, in this case, a better version of this country, which, collectively, I believe we can achieve.ย 

Speaking of a better version, I was elated when I read about the new addition to the Supreme Court, Ketanji Brown Jackson, on I didnโ€™t have my glasses on, by Beth. How wonderful for the Supreme Court, and for this country.

Book Reviews

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Lightning Rhymes, by Navin Manik

Lightening Rhymes, by Navin Manik, is a tour de force of poems that enter into the readerโ€™s heart, blossoming like wildflowers stretching towards the sun of spiritual transcendence. Navinโ€™s poetry is raw and powerful, connecting spiritual experiences to nature in a way that leaves the reader breathless, and in want of more.

The feelings Navin evokes throughout the book are stunningly descriptive and can resonate with any human being on this planet, for weโ€™ve all been to places Navin describes. Deep pain, trauma, heartache, anxiety, depression, etc., are woven into the language inside of these beautiful poems with an expert hand. Likewise, Navin expresses deep love, hope, and the beauty of human connection throughout his verse. I highly recommend Lightening Rhymes, it is a book that will resonate in your heart and mind.

Woman: Splendor and Sorrow: | Love Poems and Poetic Prose, by Gabriela Marie Milton

In the book, Woman: Splendor and Sorrow, Love Poems and Poetic Prose, Gabriela Marie Milton creates contexts that spark the imagination, while inviting the reader to take a deep dive within themselves. The poems and prose are full of vibrant imagery, evoking a multiplicity of worlds, which seem far away, and paradoxically right next door; for we have all felt the deep sorrow and splendor of being in love with another human being.

Gabrielaโ€™s language is stunning, continuously creating juxtapositions between nature and the self, reimagining what it means to be in love as a human being. What does it mean to feel deep sorrow; to feel the elation of delight and splendor? Gabriela shows us through a language of love that entices the senses. (You can read more of my review of Woman: Splendor and Sorrow: | Love Poems and Poetic Prose on Amazon).

A Poem

Alright, thatโ€™s all for this month. Sending you all my love and blessings for a wonderful July.


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painted brush strokes

love lives in the shadows, and
the whispers of the wind, as

along a lost trail, I go
with pain the size of stones

in my heart, I
compose

possibilities, while people in places far away
eliminate the rights to choose and be free

Do you ever wonder about peace and tranquility?

I do too.

at the same time
I consider the anger in the breeze, and

the angst pervading this body, as
visceral sensations awaken the truth

within the painted brush strokes
of a love as deep as the sea

and this terrible sadness dwelling inside of me


Photo by Prawny, Pixabay


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stems and seeds, Published at MasticadoresUSA

I am so pleased to announce that my poem, stems and seeds, is now available at MasticadoresUSA. Thank you to Gabriela Marie Milton, and the team at MasticadoresUSA for their continued support, and for publishing this piece.

stems and seeds

shadows are cast over my eyes
as I try to find

the nature of reality inside
the stems and seeds

gifted to me
while I await the return of the tide
within

the heart and stone romancingโ€ฆ

I would be honored if you would go here, and read the rest of my poem. Thank you!


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flowered aspects

I bleed from the trepidation within
of salt and the sand beneath

the trees skin

Itโ€™s like wondering, and wandering
around the needle of a haystack

rightly sized and trimmed

with a beneficence of hope, and
a ladle made from the love we once formed

Is it possible to love this much, and not bleed more?

I donโ€™t think so either.

For, itโ€™s in the form of the fountain
where love gets lighter

living beneath the breath of this struggling architect, and

the love that lives within
the next steps of his flowered aspects


I was excited to learn yesterday that my poem, The Seas Adoration, was nominated for June Publication of the Month at Spillwords Press. Thank you to Dagmara K, and the team at Spillwords for their continued support; and my deepest thanks, gratitude, and appreciation to all of you for always being here, supporting my work, and being magnificent friends.

Voting is open though June 29, and you can vote here. Thank you!


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indigo fields

I like to live underneath the trees
they satisfy me, and

my sensibility

of the known and unknown

Did you know that around every corner a bend is shown?

among the flowers, long and tall
as they, to me, draw

nearer, and

for the first time in life
a kaleidoscope of colors becomes clearer

purples and pinks always delight
while amber hues, and the relational aspects

of the indigo fields
speak to me of a love

lingering

in the shadows
awaiting its time to shine

upon you and I


Photo by Sean_Ewing, Pixabay


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fiery lake, Published at MasticadoresIndia

I am so pleased to announce that my poem, fiery lake, is now available at MasticadoresIndia. Thank you to Terveen Gill, and the team at MasticadoresIndia for their continued support, and for publishing this piece.

fiery lake

love lives in each heartbeat
and breath

we take, regardless of past
mistakes

and the pain we rake

like mist
that takes me on a tripโ€ฆ

I would be honored if you would go here, and read the rest of my poem. Thank you!


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lost and torn

stars are made up of dust, and the atoms
of the lost

and torn
pages

I continue to read
while nesting my heart within the tallest oak tree

I wonder

about the nature of these feelings

Have they always lived with me, or are they a part of some other being?

Alas, I know not. I do know, though, that love
is here to stay

even when Iโ€™m sure
it will flee with the breeze

and, here is where I stop, and look up
to see if the moon is still in the sky

it reminds me of the reasons for my existence
and for the you, in I

and the love that burns throughout the day and night


Photo by Sina Katirachi on Unsplash


Well, look what arrived yesterday! Iโ€™m so honored and excited to be a part of this beautiful anthology filled with amazingly talented writers and friends. Another big congratulations to Gabriela Marie Milton, Ingrid Wilson, Nick Reeves, and all of the amazing authors. You can get your copy of Wounds I Healed: The Poetry of Strong Women here.


river deltas hymn

trees hold up the sky
youโ€™ve always known it was that way

by design

like candy rolled up into a tiny ball
sprinkled

with love, these shiny bits of

fall, brown and sandalwood colored delightfulness
befall us all

when we allow the love of childhood to enter the space
weโ€™ve hidden inside

the flowers stamen, tall
and magnificent

a fragrance from the heavens cascading down in time
with the beating of our hearts

even when thin, and dreary

the tides

escape
the banks of the river deltas hymn
with the love we share in common within


I want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for all of the love, prayers, hugs, and support you sent to my family and I over the past few days. Things have settled, and I now am back on WP. I will spend the next few days catching up on your beautiful poems and posts. Sending love and blessings to all of you.


I was elated to learn yesterday that the Wounds I Healed: The Poetry of Strong Women anthology is now a #1 best seller. How amazing! Congratulations to Gabriela, Ingrid, Nick, and all of the wonderfully talented authors! You can pick up a copy here.

As a reminder, there is a launch party this morning at 7 am PST, where some of the authors will be reading their poems from the anthology. That is one hour from now, and you can tune in via YouTube here. Alas, I will not be in attendance this morning, yet send my love and best wishes to Gabriela, Ingrid, Nick, and all of the authors for a splendid event.


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umbrella sky

beauty stays, while I refrain

from past participles of rain
may I always remain

inside the mist of the sun

while a deluge of fevered feelings
comes forth

carrying my heart towards the past
none

can know the pain I carry

inside the dew drop known to me as you
glistening and shimmering

with a vibrancy at noon
we dance under the umbrella sky

tinged with blue

and await the love living inside our brambles of truth


I had a personal issue arise last evening, which is requiring my attention. Please know the family and I are safe. I will respond to your beautiful comments and reflections, and visit your sites as soon as I am able. Sending love and blessings to all of you.


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